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tcejbus [09 May 2007|09:47pm] i miss astronomy. 1 comment|post comment

aller-retour [06 May 2007|11:42pm] but for how long ? post comment

[06 Oct 2005|10:03pm] it seems that when i pray for guidance, i get it. but im put in a new situation which requires more guidance than i had before. post comment

the victim [22 Aug 2005|03:43pm] [ mood | creative ] [ music | kill the scribe ] I keep using these same fucking words over and over. The exact words that I condemned as useless. You will all get what you deserve, both the commendable and the loathsome. The ignominious, I'll sneer while you burn. And those admirable will be rewarded with the same marvelous gifts they gave to me. Do you remember when all I could see was grey and red? Grey turns to black today. If your blood is boiling, it's because you know that I am right, and you are sorry- but too proud to admit it. You will accuse and question me. Even if you aren't sorry, you will be. Penance is so above you all. When you scratch at my feet as filthy curs do, I will jeer and spit and kick. Enjoy it as something better than damned cold neglect, and something more than you've earned. Pestilence would be redress in this case, but you are already rotting carrion. Ashes is what you anticipate. There are sparks everywhere, sprites setting them off. You are a nymph, and you act like you are better than their ignition attempts. I will only submit the best of my organs if I die by plague or poison. The case being so, you may do with them as you wish. I dare you to look at my face, the one of granite, and say to it what you put between the quotations. Statues once envied my tenacity- now as I dissolve, the wave of dispassion washing over feels animating. The importance of air is exaggerated, taking only water as nourishment. This is what I deserve. When I become immobilized with shock, get out your scalpel and carve. To be fair, I will douse you with fluids equally volatile as you. And then the sparks will get to you. I said I'll smile as you burn. I don't know why you are so steadfast in painting me green. I already told you what colors I see. The feelings which guided me were chemical, at best. I have to wonder if they were ever really there. The replacement was slow and furtive; I commend you on your ability to remove my heart from my body whilst managing to keep it beating all this time. I hope you're enraptured and jubilant now, and it's only fair if you are imprisoning yourself. My name is little more than a pathetic addition to an old, but short, leather-bound book which arouses the interest of no one. I was the terminal diamond tag. post comment

dancing is forbidden [28 Jul 2005|02:26am] You Are Master Shake The Ultimate Aqua Teen Hunger Force Quiz brought to you by Quizilla post comment

peanuts and tofu [21 Jul 2005|08:37pm] [ mood | cynical ] [ music | spin ] i saw an ambulance driver flip off a serious dickweed today. it was so gratifying. i didnt accomplish the shit i needed to though. i went swimming with colin. hes such a hottie. now, i am here. post comment

family medical guide [18 Jul 2005|03:35pm] writing songs... 1 comment|post comment

ace of spades [16 Jul 2005|01:18am] [ mood | enthralled ] [ music | none ] ive written three songs. they are wonderful. i have eloquent lyrics which need a guitar behind them too. i want this to work out. there is talk of a show soon. im going to make it happen, i swear. i dont even care that no one likes my writing. i dont want to satisfy listeners. it has to be satisfying to me, or its fake. im becoming an individual, and an artist. i like this. post comment

premiere [15 Jul 2005|03:02pm] this is my first post. expect more in the future 1 comment|post comment

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